"I wonder if this is growing up. Waiting until I’m home again to press my cheek to the bathroom floor and cry. For the first time in a long time I don’t shove or shout. Don’t try to leave a mark. But I hope I do. I hope there are nights when he can’t sleep and he doesn’t know why. That there are songs that he finds himself listening to on repeat at 4 am when everyone else is asleep and he’s smoking a cigarette until he feels the burn of it at the filter. That’s where I am. Not in any photographs. Not in a shoe box of things he can’t bear to throw out. Things other couple’s have—cinema tickets and seashells. I am a name it hurts to hear. A bruise that will never heal. And I know this is growing up; being kind enough not to remind him."
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(writeivywrite)-Keep the Car Running

(this absolutely wrecked me. I wrote it down in a notebook because I just can’t believe it.)

This is beautiful. Prose like this makes me want to get to know the writer. How do you write so beautifully? 

(Source: icallhimlucas, via hisroyalhighnessmalik)

quotes

larrysinlove:

a really close friend of mine just saw zayn’s tweet and she knows nothing about 1d but just wrote me the longest message about how important that was to her as a muslim to be so represented and seeing that tweet made her tear up and she said she is just so so thankful to him to be so brave because other people in his position never dare to do that and fuck i’m close to tears myself. zayn is so very important for not only his fans but the world at large.

(via aki-anyway)

onedirections:


“Seventeen seems like the perfect age. Not naive like sixteen. Not feeling the pressures of daunting adulthood like eighteen. Just plain and simple, seventeen”
‘Seventeen’; a playlist with songs that remind me of 17 year old Harry. //listen




1.- In The Stars (Galaxy Map) - Icona Pop; 2.- If I lose myself - Alesso vs. OneRepublic; 3.- Love - American Authors; 4.- Tonight (young hearts) - The colourist; 5.- Hold me - Royal Teeth; 6.- We come running - Youngblood Hawke; 7.- Centred on you - Atlas Genius; 8.- We Can Glow - Royal Teeth; 9.- Young blood - The Naked And Famous; 10.- Say it, just say it - The Mowgli’s; 11.- A sky full of stars - Coldplay; 12.- Cool kids - Echosmith; 13.- Here in your arms - Hellogoodbye 14.- Pumpin blood - NONONO; 15.- Seventeen Forever - Metro Station; 16.- Sleeping with a friend - Neon Trees; 17.- I’m with you - Grouplove 18.- Quesadilla - Walk The Moon.

onedirections:

Seventeen seems like the perfect age. Not naive like sixteen. Not feeling the pressures of daunting adulthood like eighteen. Just plain and simple, seventeen

Seventeen’; a playlist with songs that remind me of 17 year old Harry. //listen

1.- In The Stars (Galaxy Map) - Icona Pop; 2.- If I lose myself - Alesso vs. OneRepublic; 3.- Love - American Authors; 4.- Tonight (young hearts) - The colourist; 5.- Hold me - Royal Teeth; 6.- We come running - Youngblood Hawke; 7.- Centred on you - Atlas Genius; 8.- We Can Glow - Royal Teeth; 9.- Young blood - The Naked And Famous; 10.- Say it, just say it - The Mowgli’s; 11.- A sky full of stars - Coldplay; 12.- Cool kids - Echosmith; 13.- Here in your arms - Hellogoodbye 14.- Pumpin blood - NONONO; 15.- Seventeen Forever - Metro Station; 16.- Sleeping with a friend - Neon Trees; 17.- I’m with you - Grouplove 18.- Quesadilla - Walk The Moon.